Not regretting it, but it was damn stressful can! Roomful of strangers, watching myself move around in the mirror and instructors that aren’t strict enough took a toll on me mentally. Also, other things that make me uncomfortable have been happening around me. Objectively, I know that I will be able to overcome all this, but I cannot control my emotions, so…ya, I need to write it out.
I like to do what I want, but doing whatever I want seems to be making people around me unhappy/worried and I dislike it. So I become more reserved and don’t do what I want, but I end up feeling like crap at the end of it. It’s that same struggle again. Being happy and making people around me happy. I really need to stick to my resolution and make myself happy first. Everybody else comes secondary. Gotta be a little selfish in order to be happy.